wow

my brother just did some stuff to my computer. i'm not a nerd so i don't really know what, but whatever he did kicks ass because my 'puter has never run this fast. i haven't been able to even get blogger to load in the past month. but in the meantime, i moved back to dland. i'm really not sure which i like best. maybe i'll keep both. so, yeah, you can check me out at three times ten to see what i've written in the past couple of weeks. or not. toodles ~

annoyed

for some reason my computer isn't letting me get to blogger to post an update. right now i'm waiting to help mama shower. hopefully i'll ba able to get back soon. toodles~

i just wanted to say...

i am scared to death about tomorrow. that is all.

i probably won't post again until i get home from the hospital sometime tomorrow evening.

we could use all the good thoughts we can get if you guys have any to spare.

thursday rant

it really annoys me when people win auctions on ebay and then don't pay. not only do they not pay, but they can't even be bothered to send an email and say, hey, i'm not going to pay for this, i'm just wasting your time.

so i end up having to wait two weeks or more to follow the dispute system before i can offer the item to another bidder or relist it. and i'm not totally heartless, i do understand that there are family emergencies and other extenuating circumstances. but still, even if you can't pay your phone or cable bill and you lose your internet service, go to the effing library for crying out loud and just send an effing email. when you bid on something you are entering a legal binding contract with another person, and when people don't pay the seller gets effed all over the place.

i'm annoyed so fuck is wanting to jump out of my mouth every other effing word and i'm trying to cut back on the cursing, which has gotten out of control lately.

anyway, so i'm effing pissed off at these two, yes T W O, buyers i have, who have not only not paid me but are not responding to the multiple emails sent by both myself and ebay and i'm just over these effers altogether. 90% of the time ebay is a wonderful thing and i make enough money to spend a little on cookie jars or books or maybe a clothing item here and there, but effers like this just ruin the whole experience for me.

anyway, i just took a deep breath and counted to ten so i should be okay now. sorry about that. so, tomorrow morning, six in the morning, we will be at the hospital. good times. i'm not 100% sure what time the actual surgery is but tomorrow is going to be a long day. thanks for all of the comments and emails sending good thoughts our way, we need them and they are much appreciated.

i think i'm going to go read my book and maybe take a nap. despite the fact that i have only been awake for a few hours. everyone else in the house is asleep too. toodles ~

happy tuesday and stuff

so, today i went to wally world to pick up my contacts, which, of course, were not in. they are never in when they tell me that they are going to be in. but it's all good, the eye doc's office is right there and they just send me over a trial pair to last me until the shipment shows us.

anyway, so, i don't have glasses. when i went for my last eye appointment they just gave me my prescription for my contacts and sent me on my merry way. so today i asked the chick at the vision center what i had to do to get a prescription for glasses. she looked at me like i had three heads and was like, they didn't give you one when you went for your last exam? um, no. so she called back over the office and had them write a comparable prescription for me for glasses.

so, i picked out a cheap-o pair of silver frames and ordered a pair of glasses as a backup and they should be here within the next nine days. yay. i got contacts because i despised wearing glasses, but there are days when i can't wear my contacts, or just plain don't want to, so now i won't have to be blind just to run down to the store for a few minutes. good times. even with the cheap frames they are still costing me a pretty penny but it needs to be done and i have the money so i might as well do it before i spend the money on something else.

like an ab lounge. i want one of these things. i wanted one last year but didn't have the money to spend a hundred bucks on this thing. crunches are the one exercise i actually do on a regular basis. okay, semi- regular basis. but anyway, that's not the point. the point is, i want an ab lounge. i refuse to buy one, but i can lust after it i guess. right now we have them on sale for 99.99 plus with my discount, i'd save a whopping 9.99. but i'm sure we'll have them on sale for less at a later date, and if there is one left at that time, maybe i'll give in and buy one. for now, i'll just do my crunches on the floor.

so, i need to go to work. again, after three days off, i'm so not looking forward to it. plus, i only work two nights this week, tonight and tomorrow, so i'm not really in the mood to push freight. but mood or not, it has to be done, at least i got some decent sleep today. granted i had to take an allergy pill to be able to fall asleep, but my parents kicked up about thirty years worth of dust in the house today when they moved furniture and stuff and i actually woke up early this morning in the middle of having an asthma attack. good times. nothing like waking up and not being able to breathe and not know why.

but the new furniture arrangements are lovely and they are happy so it's all good in the end i guess. okay, i'm off to get ready for work. toodles ~

it's all too shocking

this is my new myspace picture and i totally felt the need to share. why? because i love eddie izzard. that is all. toodles

i'm not going to wait for wadsworth here to unmask me...

so my dad asked me today what i think about putting the christmas tree in a different place next year? wtf? i could not possibly care less about where the christmas tree sits next year, i'm just glad that it's over for this year. very weird.

he wants to move all of the furniture around in the living room this week. which is odd for two reasons, one, he and mama have about eleventy-billion doctors appointments between them this week, and two, we don't use that living room except for christmas so why do we need to move all of the furniture this week. very strange, he's just gotten some wild hair on his ass.

i was invited to a new years eve party the other night but being as everyone in the house is sick with the flu or sinus infections i decided to stay home. i piled up a bunch of movies that i wanted to watch and just watched movies all night. mama did the same in her room and will did the same in his room when he wasn't unconcious or in the bathroom. poor thing was sick as a dog. the only way i even knew it was midnight was the redneck idiots across the way started shooting their guns off in their backyard and i looked at the clock when i heard them.

daddy has some serious cookie jar picture taking to do. between the two of us, mama and i recieved over twenty cookie jars for christmas. nice. we need to do some rearranging around here too but that can be done later.

i've been feeling like shit for more than two weeks now. i wish i could just have a horrible twenty-four hour virus like daddy and will and then it would be over. this lingering sinus infection shit is kicking my ass. blah.

i haven't been eating very well, or very much at all, in the past few weeks and that is probably contributing to the fact that i'm feeling like crap. i need to take care of that. speaking of, i haven't eaten since yesterday afternoon. probably not good and may possibly explain why i'm feeling all squicky in the middle now.

i'm watching clue. this movie is so bad and tacky that it is awesome. like a hundred hot dogs...

toodles

welcome to 2006

wow. so visits to my blog are down to a handful a day. pretty sad. but then, where i used to write multiple entries a day, i'm barely averaging one a day lately. it's weird but i'm just not feeling the blogging vibe.

mama's surgery is friday. today is her last day of work for the forseeable future.

that's all i really have at the moment. *sigh*

just for the record...

spending eight hours scanning and marking down every single pair of panties in the store makes for a very l o n g night. just so you know. toodles ~

bitch bitch bitch

so my dad is sick. and of course, he is the first man that has ever been sick in the history of the world. it's a fucking cold. get over yourself.

i've been sick for over a week now. no one is waiting on me hand and foot. no one is kissing my ass. i have worked every single night.

mama's car got vandalized at work last night so she needed a ride to work this morning. daddy was supposed to drive her. instead he told me, after i had just driven the twenty five miles from the store home after working my ass off all night, to drive her. yes, back those same twenty five miles to the same store i had just come from. as a matter of fact, he woke me up to tell me this. thanks dad. so i gave her my keys and told her to slow down in turns because my tracker will tip over if she drives it like she drives her pontiac. and i went back to bed and stayed there until an hour ago.

and now i'm going back until eight-thirty. that is the absolute latest i can sleep and still shower and stop and put gas in the car and still make it to work on time. good times. and toodles ~